i posted!

tonight is about the 4th night with no sleep. right now i think breathing through my ass would be less painful than my mouth. i didn't want to disturb taryn so i got out of bed til' it calms itself. i am so fucking pathetic right now.

fat kids should not hike the 4 mile trails. it will end in failure and pain!

life is great right now. i am currently passing all of my classes. my relationship with taryn is better than ever. we are making more friends in richmond. i wish we had more money though. why do i always want sweet tea after sex? kaci and lynsey, you still alive? we need to pay our cable bill. it is due the 28th. i have to get dressed for work now. bye

i just got my ass absolutely handed to me by a 15 page test in ekg class. i want to cry.

so i am sitting here with the windows open listening to the thunder and the rain as it drops on the leaves of the tree right outside my window and it is mesmerizing i am pretty sure my power is going to go out soon because it keeps flickering chemistry is kicking my ass our floor is getting fixed today i have a pharmacology test i have to study for i miss my puppies i miss tle i pushed carts yesterday we have garbage bags i miss hanging out with friends there are a lot more fags here than i would have imagined we need to pay rent joint checking account hmmmm :) i hope everybody has a great day

i miss you.

i got atleast an 88% on the scantron part of my exam. i actually made it to anatomy lab today. i am drinking the first beer in like 3 or 4 months. i am watching american idol by myself. sundance is the shit! antabella is a dunce. bring back bailey. i miss taryn. i am going to make tacos for dindin. blah blah blah.

thank you to my fucking landlords, i am trying to study for one of the hardest tests i have ever had to take and they are pounding on my roof/wall like it won't disturb me. i have my music blasting to cover up the sounds of the hammers. i am pissed, which greatly inhibits my studying. what the fuck af;alsgf;als jdgf;jgfasgf that is okay. i hope one of them has a fucking heart attack and i can say, "nope. can't help you. i couldn't learn that material because of you noisy fucks outside my window!"

GOD FUCKING FORBID A THAT TEACHERS ACTUALLY DO SOME GRADING ON THE WEEKEND AND POST SOME FUCKING SCORES SO STUDENTS COULD STOP STRESSING ABOUT THEIR TEST SCORES!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT TO SEE SOMEONE'S SKULL (THE ACTUAL BONE WITH THEM STILL ALIVE)!

i want some boobies and no boogers.

i had my first dead patient tonight.

so we just got done watching the 'departed' and i am pissed. what the fuck happened to the envelope? whose baby was it? what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!

do you remember?

alexis -
when we first met? when you first found out that i liked taryn? when i put moonshine in your drink? when we taught carla to ride a motorcycle? when the lift broke with a car on it? when we used to skip school all the time? when i tore my ass muscles? when i caught you and taryn making out?

balin-
when we first met? when we first figured out we were both engineering majors? when you first met my mom? when i saw your penis? when jed kicked his leg? when the cunty neighbor yelled at us for taking her spot?

taryn-
when we first met? when we first kissed. when i first told you i loved you? when i got drunk with alexis because we were fighting? when we had sex in the hammock? when we had that picnic in frankfort? when i used to have cookouts? when i mailed your letter?

does it seem funny to think back to what we used to be like?

taryn blocks me out and then makes my ADD kick into over-drive.

wal-mart's website is not friendly to its employees but it is to its customers. imagine that.

i hurt my finger.

i hate fuckers who want 4 new tires for no good reason on wet, snowy, rainy, cold days like today.

did i mention i hurt my finger?

that poor guy and his fucked up ford tarus...

bye bye now.
hi balin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alexis, it was very pleasant and fun to work with you this weekend. i actually enjoyed it. you should be like that every weekend. also, after more thought about the filter upc's, i figured out that we can just scan the sheet that is on the back of the clip-boards or the labels on the boxes that they come in because they are different than those on the sidecounter. just for future reference. if stephen won't order throughout the week, call me and i will tell you how to do it. it is very easy.

i have gotten nothing less than an 84% on all of my tests this semester. that kicks ass.

tomorrow, valentine's day, marks me and taryn's one year anniversary (of dating). i have absolutely no idea of what to do (besides sex). wow, it is really odd to think of being together for a whole year.

things simply seem to be going very well right now. i couldn't be happier.

everyone should see the movie "an inconvenient truth" and should also visit www.climatecrisis.net

i get to have dinner with my mom tonight in lexington!

i look like a dumbass in my uniform.

i have to go to lexington today.

where do i want to have dinner? the pub? de shas? ...

i got my ass kicked by an ekg test the other day.

chemistry sucks.

blah blah blah.

i get to do my first ride time on friday. i am nervous because so far other people have gotten a few headon collision (one where a 16 and 17 year old died), old ladies falling down stairs, not breathing babies, and an 18" pipe bomb.

i miss cujo. i had a puppy yesterday.

i miss taryn. :(

work will be the topic of my post:

1. alexis,
i thought i would enjoy working with you. i was wrong. i hate working with you. i actually like to work with carla more. i never would have thought that to be possible. you are an ass to everybody relatively new in the shop. we are new, not dumb. you milk the paperwork thing for all it is worth. i thought customers came before paperwork? we all have bad body parts. taryn has to cover her ears when we walk upstairs at night because of the painful, bone-chilling noises my knees make. matt and charlie have bad backs. who gives a fuck. we all still work. oh yeah, thanks for going slow as fuck and running up bay times! and don't ever fucking time my breaks again, like you are in charge of me or something. if you think that my break times are of issue, tell a supervisor (hint: not you). you wonder why people don't cooperate with you...i don't understand how you have good days and then bad days. i wish you were pleasant everyday.

2. people who have nice puppies,
you should bring them with you to wal-mart. it makes my day to get into a car and be surprised by a big, brown-eyed little creature just wondering why i am in their vehicle. i especially like the ones that like my face. please, no smelly ones.

3. charlie,
i was impressed as shit tonight when this mexican came in with a flat repair. i told him he needed a new tire because his was shit. he said he didn't have the money to get new tires until tuesday. so, i said that i would go ahead a try to fix the tire. charlie stopped me and said to put the new tire on his car even though he couldn't pay for it. charlie told me he would pay the difference. i was like holly shit, that is fucking awesome of charlie to do that. he took the man aside and told him that he would pay the difference because he would much rather the man and his 7 year old son be safe. the man asked charlie how to repay him and charlie simply told him to do something good for somebody else when he gets the chance. i was in awe of how much character charlie has hiding beneath the skin. it almost made me want to cry.

4. customers,
please leave a phone number which you can be reached at when your car pisses us off. we will cancel your shit left and right. don't bring your piece of shit to wal-mart and ask us to look at all kinds of different shit to see if something is wrong. you should consider yourself lucky that most employees can find the oil pan.

it is time to go to work now. my car is covered with a thick sheet of ice...it is early and cold. my girlfriend is naked and i must leave. i could poop. i want some doughnuts. i think i will be pissy today to people to seek revenge.

2 showers and 1 bath all within 3 hours of each other...hmmmm?